I am so tired right now i only got 5 hours of sleep with in the last 2-3 days i dont know whats wrong i just cant sleep. I cant take a nap right now b/c we are getting Direct TV and the guy is here installing it o well.
Anyways i was talking to Joey last night and we have both decided that getting married in November is out. We have to save money for it so I wanna wait till at least spring or maybe even summer. We need to save to get our rings and marriage licence. Plus pay the JP too. I was also telling him that i would like to be out on our own by then too IF we can afford to. Its gonna be hard for us to save money with him having alot of bills and now my mom wants us to pay her 300.00 to live here. I cannot wait till income tax time to see how much i get back maybe with that we can get something. Its really going to help. Last year i got back almost 2000.00 so im hoping this year will be the same if not more. So this time im gonna save it for our own place instead of blowing it all like i did.
Well i am sitting here so bored with nothing to do till i go to work at 3:15-7:30. I dont wanna go because im on register today and id rather be off baggin or coordinating (watching the front end). Kylie is (has been) with my gandmother since wednesday so ive had nothing to do. Im enjoying the free time (that way i can spend time with Joey alone) but I miss her she comes home tomarrow. My grandmother has cancer so this is the last time for awhile till they do what the can to make better (hopefully they do) that she will get to take kylie so thats why shes has her.
Shaun has been paying his child support thank god i dont have to fight for him to anymore. He hasnt seen kylie since her birthday (7/24). He clams hes been busy and one day he pissed me off so now i wont let him take her. He has another baby on the way with his whore so he can have that child and leave Kylie the hell alone.